When life stops making sense, the soul begins to speak

Behind Closed Eyes
This space was born in silence.
Not the peaceful kind—but the silence that comes when your body breaks down, answers don’t come, and no one seems to understand what you’re going through.
During my journey with Long Covid, I couldn’t always write.
But I could still feel. Still wonder. Still ask.
These videos are pieces of that journey—unfiltered, often unpolished, and deeply real. They were filmed when I had more questions than answers. When my body was whispering (and sometimes screaming) for help. When I began listening not just with my ears, but with my entire being.
🎥 Each video is a moment behind closed eyes—a reflection on confusion, fear, purpose, and what it means to find yourself in the dark.
I speak openly here about:
- The loss of identity that comes with chronic illness
- The emotional and spiritual impact of being unseen
- The questions that cracked me open
- And the quiet truths that began to rise through it all
These aren’t just health updates.
They’re soul moments.
Fragments of a life being rewritten in real time.
If you’re here, maybe you’re also holding something hard to name.
I hope these reflections help you feel less alone.
Less confused. More seen. Even if just for a moment.
You’re invited to watch slowly. Gently. Behind your own closed eyes.
With love,
Daphne

